crash and burn

how could i let myself fall like this..

it's turning into a nightmare that i cant take back

its like how i fell right after i jumped off the cliff into the water

but in this nightmare i never hit the bottom.. i just keep floating.

keep crashing.

keep drifting through empty open space,

with nothing to do but fill it.

occupy it with nothing but my thoughts,

and those are something i wish hadn't escaped.

because all my thoughts are anymore, are about things i cannot seem to get.

i just cannot seem to put my finger around,

and i just can't seem to get the fucking concept that things don't just happen

but yet, i feel that if i try to do something,

ill ruin everything i've ever built up for this one thing.

this one great thing..

that ends up being on fire

because of the speed it built up in the long decent

the long fall torwards the crash.

love

[sway- the kooks]

starry night

hang the stars above your eyes, where morning dawn breaks

and even in summer, make the nights as cold as winter snow flakes.

take down the smog from out whitened blue skies,

where birds wings fly from mountain to the next.

and finally all the way to the place where your dreams take us,

guide us to someplace hidden behind closed doors.

and we'll watch the children play their colored games,

upon boat decks covered with water from our white washed clouds,

that cover our hanging stars

love

[your english is good- tokyo police club]

i wish i was like you

i wish i could fly

i wish butterflies could live forever

and that stars could come live with us

so that we wouldn't have to wait on shooting stars

to make our wishes

i wish i was a dinosaur

and that the dinosaurs never died and went extinct

so that then i could see the entire world

and how it became to be what it is

and so that i could have helped change the world

so that it wouldn't become what it did

i wish i was invisible

and free to roam this earth as i pleased

i would be able to do anything i wanted

climb aboard space shuttles

go swimming with whales

and just watch others live their lives

i wish i had love

a love that wouldn't be broken

broken like the others have been

i wish i had eternal happiness

so that the happiness would show in my love

an ever-burning fire

never dying

invisible, yet somehow..

always there

love

[i have nothing- noah and the whale]

Desire

What we want, we cannot have

What life we live, will shortly be forgotten

and what we present ourselves with, isn't enough

We love, but only briefly

We hate, eternally

But our desires, live forever on

love

[We Come Back- Local Natives]

Ghosts

Life is an illusion

everything perfect

yet, nothing goes right

because while we all live in our own heads

some of us awake to real noises

not the ones thought up and made believe

until we think their real

and the people who hear us are special

they are the ones who dont sleep at night

because they have too much going on

outside their heads

splattered around their brains

they know life

but they are the ones wishing that they could dream

love

[the momur- adrian belew]

Rightful

I wish I were a moose with antlers the size of my heart (n)

I wish i were an eagle with the wingspan of the moon (l)

I wish i were a flying machine just for the hell of it (n)

I have a flying machine (l)

I wish alot of things (n)

But my dreams won't come true (l)

No, they wont. And it makes my head hurt (n)

It makes my heart hurt (l)

love

[Failure- Laura Marling]

ETERNITY

who are we meant to be

when all we are is perpetual sounds

in some world 

where everything has already happened

i call it fate 

and that may be right

but until we can know for sure

lets just let everything fall into its rightful place

i do not believe in a god

but i know that i was meant to be doing this at this moment

everything has already happened

or has it

can we ever know what is real

and what is fake

do you ever feel as if your watching yourself live your live

instead of actually living it yourself

love

[vaka- sigur ros]